I got fired by my shrink for yelling. Interesting, one of my major problems is my anger. So, essentially, I was fired for displaying the symptoms of my disease. Fuck MDs. All of them. They're all lying sons of bitches.
I called my nephrologist's office to see if they have any results on my kidney biopsy yet. It's been a week. I got a recording saying the receptionist will not return until the 24th. I left a message. How much you wanna bet it doesn't get a response?
It's almost impossible to get good health care today. Even if you take a very active role in your own health matters, you're at the mercy of doctors and the broken medical establishment.
I'm seriously considering stopping all my meds and cancelling all my medical appointments. Seeing these people reminds me of witch doctors and voodoo. If I croak, I croak. At least I won't do it filled with foreign substances.
Oh, I also told my shrink he's the problem. He kept advising me to just roll with the punches when others fucked up and it affected me. I argued that that is why our society is turning to shit: people don't accept responsibility for their actions anymore. But when they deal with me, I force them to act responsibly. If everyone just did their job, things might be a little better.
I got the call back from my regular health care provider: they're still analyzing my kidney sample. I wonder if they just haven't got to it yet, or if they're really stuck analyzing it. I wouldn't be surprised if they're stuck. My body chemistry is completely screwed up and that seems to be the way that I operate best.
I got fired by my shrink for yelling. Interesting, one of my major problems is my anger. So, essentially, I was fired for displaying the symptoms of my disease. Fuck MDs. All of them. They're all lying sons of bitches.
ReplyDeleteI called my nephrologist's office to see if they have any results on my kidney biopsy yet. It's been a week. I got a recording saying the receptionist will not return until the 24th. I left a message. How much you wanna bet it doesn't get a response?
It's almost impossible to get good health care today. Even if you take a very active role in your own health matters, you're at the mercy of doctors and the broken medical establishment.
I'm seriously considering stopping all my meds and cancelling all my medical appointments. Seeing these people reminds me of witch doctors and voodoo. If I croak, I croak. At least I won't do it filled with foreign substances.
Oh, I also told my shrink he's the problem. He kept advising me to just roll with the punches when others fucked up and it affected me. I argued that that is why our society is turning to shit: people don't accept responsibility for their actions anymore. But when they deal with me, I force them to act responsibly. If everyone just did their job, things might be a little better.
ReplyDeleteI got the call back from my regular health care provider: they're still analyzing my kidney sample. I wonder if they just haven't got to it yet, or if they're really stuck analyzing it. I wouldn't be surprised if they're stuck. My body chemistry is completely screwed up and that seems to be the way that I operate best.
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